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Working on this site is a lot of fun, I come back everyday and try to add something new. The only real problem with my workflow is that I don't really think about these things ahead of time, so I end up feeling like something is missing all the time. I think that will probably continue to be the case. I recently made a "Links" page for example, that I wanted to have links to all the websites that I think are cool and also to any helpful tools or resources that I've used to make this. A friend of mine, V, has her site organized very well, her links page also includes why she thinks each of the links are cool, like a short blurb. I wanted to do that too, but I didn't want to just leave that page unfinished with blurbs that I sort of wrote up quickly without putting much thought into it. So for now, I've closed the links page for a bit while I work on improving it. It may also be somewhat redundanttt, since I have links on my home page,.. I still have to argue with myself in my head while I'm working on that.

I started watching Rozen Maiden recently and I really love it. It's comforting in similar ways that I found XXXHolic comforting. The clothing for each of the main dolls is so cute! I especially love Hina-Ichigo's outfit and Suigintou's outfit. While I also enjoy watching the more slice of life bits, as well as the main character healing, I have to admit that I watch Rozen Maiden primarily for it's doll characters. I'm really intrigued by the Alice Game also, and how the show sort of has to balance this battle royale type story in the background while the main character is learning to break out of his shell. I'm only a couple episodes in atm, so I am trying to reserve most of my thoughts for when I finish the series.

In other news I've been feeling the pull towards Raylib again. I was introduced to it during one of my classes last semester, and after a much needed break, I feel it crawling into my skull again. I found it really easy to pick up and play around with, at least utilizing this template. I'm pretty unfamiliar with Make and CMake though, I often just use boilerplates provided to me. So that might also be something worth investing some time into. If I disappear for a while, there is a good chance I am doing one of those things.

I haven't really set up this diaryblogthing correctly, or in a way that makes much sense. I have to remember to type up the date correctly. I guess it hasn't really set in that it's 2025. Just a constant steady stream of consciousness forever. The posts are fixed now, everything has been written in 2025, I wasn't here in 2024.
I haven't had as much time as I wanted to to play games. There are many games I have to catch up on. I want to play through Kingdom Hearts, Devil May Cry, etc. All the games that I wish I had the chance to play as a kid but didn't. When I get bored, I just come here and work on this site. I'm making very slow but occassional progress. There are a lot of really cool inspiring websites on here that keep me going. I want to keep drawing and playing around with different tools and programs.
My computer has really bright, saturated colors. As a result, sometimes I draw something that looks ok on my screen, but when I look at it on my phone it looks a lot worse. A lot more dull. I've gotten better at doing color adjustment so it looks ok on every screen, or on the screens available to me anyway. I'm still working on replacing the rest of the graphics here. Or maybe not. I think I might just keep some blank boxes here and there.

hi hi! I wanted to write an actual post this time. I'm rank 1 in luck this week according to DearMyLove, so I intend to make the most of it. I've moved back in for college, it's nice to have a lock on my door. I can hole up in my room and just do whatever! Sometimes I need to clear my mind, so I'm very grateful to have locks on my door. I can also dress however I want without much judgement. Lots of people are still figuring themselves out here, so even if you look out of place, you fit right in. Sort of.
Since I'm back, I have access to my drawing tablet again, so I wanted to draw a bunch of new graphics for my site. So far I've only implemented one.(𖦹x𖦹)
But it feels nice to use the tablet again. I tried drawing some graphics with my mouse earlier, but it took a lot longer. I liked doing pixel art in the past, and with that I mainly used my mouse. Since pixel art is a lot smaller, I feel like you have to be a bit more precise compared to when I'm just drawing with a pen or something. As a result, I was trying to make much larger drawings, but I couldn't help but feel the need to go back and be more precise, it was taking forever...
Entirely a skill issue, I know. If the situation got any more dire than that, I think I would have just went with it anyway. BUT I HAVE MY DRAWING TABLET NOW SO THERE WILL BE NO MORE EXCUSES >:0 !!!!

hello again! I just wanted to write something to see how this looks. Make sure that things work the way I think they do. I don't have much experience with html and stuff so I'm kind of improving upon this site as I go. I don't have access to my drawing tablet atm, but I want to draw lots of cute graphics for this site!
This concludes the test poast! Thank you...